There are times when we don’t know how to move on, how to get out of a state we don’t like, like me this morning. I am recovering from pneumonia since december and I really underestimated this process. It has been tough and rich at the same time. I found support and inspiration in my dispair sometimes.
This morning for instance after a really good nights sleep and a wonderful cuddle from my youngest I got up and felt exhausted. That is not nice to say the least. Should I get back to bed when I dropped her of at school? I asked myself. I took my medecine and went on with preparing breakfast and lunch and my state changed completely while brushing Charlottes hair. I was filled with tenderness. I know this feeling and recognize my need to express this tenderness. When I do that, I feel complete and fulfilled. I feel love and loved. I feel connected with life, God when I do that.
So I decided to get my foot of the brake today. To express my joy in what I do and started painting. I feel so clearly that my life is not about me but about the whole I am part of. I truly longed to share this with you. My love and tenderness and tryed to put it on canvas. I wish you to feel it. The tenderness of love. I wish you to recieve this fulfilment.
Yours truly,
Sara
